Trying to make it through
This year has not gone the way I hoped it would be. In March, with my mothers surgery and heart issues, and now with me having nearly 3 infections at once, and also now to learn that my mother has a tumor that they found. Good news is that it wasn't there when she had the surgery, which means it hasent been there for long. Which makes it a lot easier to treat her if it is cancer because it hasent spread anywhere. They will biopsy it and go from there. I honestly don't know what to do. Don't know who or where to turn to for help. Emotionally, I am in a horrible state, as I always am when I am this sick. But to learn my mom might have cancer is too much for me to handle. Going to church today is out of the question as I am still highly contagious so hopefully by Thursday afternoon or Friday I will go and talk to someone. Tonsilitis, ear infection and possible strep throat are nothing to play with and the last thing I want is for anyone else to have this. I hope and pray this year will get better for us and for everyone else. It seems everyone are going through hard times. But I do have to admit, with the ear infection and not being able to hear out of my left ear, now I actually have an excuse to ignore certain people when they talk to me. Lol. At least I can find some humor in all of this. I will say a daily prayer for everyone who is going through hard times and pray that God makes it better with His Grace. God bless you all and take care.